godspeed to all your efforts

THINGS I HATE!!!
-when people think neutrals or black/white are colors.
-when people think i hate EVERYTHING.
-when people complain about me complaining
-the color red in large amounts and very bright.
-skanks.
-chocolate.
-when people spray shit when i'm around. they know i get horrible migranes from it and they know i'll just bitch more.
-when people get pissed off for me telling them the truth. you obviously need to grow up.
-people who can't deal with me speaking out for what i believe.
-conservatives.
-war.
-the 90's fashion.
-hair spray
-when the blow dryer is in my face, i cant breathe.
-fall out boy and panic at the disco.
-fat people. and kids.
-annoying babies.
-my fears
-anxiety stress depression
-how you buy a cd hoping its good based on one song but it sucks.
-when candy hurts my teeth
-being tired but not being able to sleep/restless legs
-when anything on me hurts or aches, arthritis.
-when no one believes me about my pain.
-how i can sense any smell, good or bad.
-when shoes make my feet smell bad.
-hot sand
-sunburns
-when my bed spread falls off.
-when people don't text back or call.
-when people are shitty drivers.
-ditching.
-liars.
-people who can't stand up for themselves.
-trying on clothes.
-shopping.
-when my parents agervate me by being human beings and annoying.
-working.
-having no money.
-having to pay bills.
-flat tires.
-being hungry with nothing in the house.
-the smell of factories downtown.

is this where the interstate ends?

woah. i hate hate hate him. he was a waste of my time and effort and money. i mean i love roadtrips but now that i know the real him, he's a jerk and he apparently can't handle it when people are truthful. everyone from indiana is like me, truthful and outspoken and loud. and i guess some people could NEVER make it here. like him. he'd kill everyone or himself. that would be a good thing.


school news;; i am going to go to penn state. hands down. it's better for me. meteorology is what i want. i know this. photography is my minor. so i'm set there.


i watched the shut up and sing movie last night. it's crazy. i don't get how people can just, shun everyone for their freedom of speech. that's what our country is based on. and that's what i live on. "Stand up. Speak out." i'm not trying to impress people by my words. i'm trying to make sure i don't go crazy holding it all in. i make sure people know how i feel about them and myself and everything and if i held everything in, i'd literally go insane. so hold nothing back, and live without regret.