life is full of your regrets and i should be one.

i just want to not worry about finding love. but it's what i'm meant to do. i'm a people person. though i don't come off as one. i really am. i want everyone to love me. i hate it when people hate me. i never have anyone hate me. they all love me from my first impressions. though i don't know why. i make horrible ones. but what i mean is that people usually just enjoy everything about me. my smile, my laugh, my outgoingness, my way that i have to please them. i'm always trying to make people happy is what i mean by pleasing. smiling is the best joy of life. and i want someone to make ME smile.